She is.... another someone in my life.

Okay, hey there everyone. Well, this is another memory that will be flashing back (in a bit), compliment, appreciation, love and she forced me to write this. HAHAHA!. okay, okay i know you guys already curious who SHE is. She is NISA. emmm full name is DAYANGKU KHAIRUNNISA BINTI AWG HASSAN (did i spell your name correctly,nisa? hehe). what should i tell about her, anyway? emmm let me think first. where i should start this? okay, let me make a list about her emm a bit about her and whole thing why i love her. hehe (sweet enough?) 

• She's beautiful and gorgeous. what? Don't believe me? i will put her picture. 
• i've known him for like more than 2 years.
• at first, we don't close like now. well, we were kinda with our own stuff. 
• she likes food
• she likes fashion (do you, nisa?) emmm kinda... hehe
• she's sarawakian
• but.... believe she's really fluent in speaking sabah. really! you would think that she's sabahan if you don't know her better. 
• The way she speaks is really smooth and soft, she doesn't curse like i did. hehe. but once she get angry she will curse. emmm a bit. well, everyone does, though. 
• she likes pizza, what else? 
• she gets panic easily.. emmm i don't know why but once she gets panic, she looks funny! HAHAHA! 
• she always keep her problem with her own. some people that she already trust, she will tell the whole thing likeeeee meeeee~ :D. oh my~~ i'm so touched *okay i'm gonna cry* 
• she loves to sing... emmmm do you? like so far
• she wants everything she does is in arrange in a perfect way. i mean like PERFECT! 
• she's simple. whatever she wears is simple but look pretty on her.
• she eats whatever she wants as long she won't die from hunger. 
• she must take her breakfast, lunch, and dinner. i mean like MUST!
• she doesn't do diet. no no no no, no need. you're already in great shape. 
• i love her likeeeeeeee..... *countless* this. hehehe
• she's bad in sharing problem.... emmmm really bad. even i feel bad whenever she has problem, well i can see if she's okay or not. but i won't ask because i know at the end, she will tell :P don't you? hehe
• she likes her hair. she used to tell that 'no one mess with my hair' but someone did! :P
• she's good in spending money :P
• she likes shopping.
• always wake me up every morning go to class. one hour early, MUST! 
• she hates najwa latif.
• i always sing annoyingly just want to annoyed her! ahhhhh i feel good. especially when i sing 'sayang by shea', there's one part i made my own rhythm. HAHAHA!
• PLEASE do not speak harsh to her. she might get hurt. i always be careful with that. 
• emmm and do not try make her remember things that she wants to forget. her expression will automatically change. huuuuu creepy~~ 
• when she stress, she will sing likeeeeeeeeeee hellllll! oh oh oh oh! 
• don't make her overthink, headache definitely attack her! don't stress her out! 
• she loves travelling and explore something new
• boyfriend? emmm no comment. 
• she's friendly to everyone. don't worry, once you saw her face... you will the calmnesss. cehhhh! hehe
• she's always in rushing. emmm sometimes
• she forced me to do cover. emmmm i don't think i'm talented enough.
• she loves me like i do. OF COURSE! if not, emmmm it's okay. i know who i am :( not capable enough to be loved. 

okay, that's all about her. there's a lot but nahhhh i'm tired. i will tell someone else i love. please no heart feeling. nisa paksa aku tulis ni. :P love you! 
Adios. xoxo! 

SO FAR

Assalammualaikum readers, 

long time didn't update my blog. been busy.. emm actually not. i'm kinda lazy updating blog. so, i was came up with something to write. been 2 years being a student. so many things happened. especially lately. the more i grow up, the more i missed my family. well, to be honest i never feel like this lately. the more i grow up, the more i can see of 'the truth of human's color'. the more i grow up, the more i know what is people always say 'don't judge book by it's cover'. 1 year to go, then i able finish my diploma. i will miss my friends. they're like family. treating me real good. always be there no matter thick and thin. they said 'you will inherit the strength of your family'. yes, i did. i think i'm strong enough to endure, to through this life. i like helping people in solving their problems, motivate them, get know them and ask them what i can help. but when people ask me 'what's wrong?', i just can say 'i'm okay, everything is cool'. i don't know how to share my problem. i don't want burden anyone. my mother did the same thing but she's keep going walking in this life. my mother always said 'when someone is counting on you, there's a time you have to stand and keep going'. i still remember when i was a kid, my dad always remind me 'don't count with anyone because at the end, you will not see anyone on your back. you need to stand alone. this is life'.