Finally

Assalammualaikum. Hai there blogger ! Its been awhile I didn't update my blog. Sorry. Okay, what's topic today? Oh yesss ! Finallyyyy ~ I let u go. U may free now. :) 


Sometimes, I felt so stupid missing someone who doesn't deserved you for better. Well, I'm the one who let him go. So, supposed to be I'm not going to miss him. I felt that so much after we broke up. It's really hard for me. Yes, it is. 


But guess what? I let u go. Finally. U may be free now. I'll be smile silently when I thought about us in future. U gave so much lessons. And u make me stronger how to live without person that u really loved. 


Remember, I used to told that I missed you every second? yes, its true. But u never believe in me? Its okay :) As long u happy. Oh man ! Am i so kind? hehehe. 


Whatever it is. I am free from love. And from your shadow. No worries for the next day. :) I'm not trying to said that I finally found someone who replaced you. No. nOt yet ! I'm not ready for these kind situation. Twice I've been hurt. Being dumped ! 


I don't care what people say. They don't know me. They don't know my story. So shut up ! Okay that's all. Goodbye love :) 

Once again, I miss you.

Hye blogger. Lama da x update. Okay2 kita update k? Hi April ! Its April, people ! New month, new things will come, new pressure, but still missing same person. I was hoping that I'm not going missing u next day. But still... Nothing else I can do. This is life. Sometimes life treats you unfair. 

I know its stupid. Missing someone that you used loved with and you're the one who made a stupid decisions. 2 days ago I called him after he posts on my 'timeline' . oH gossshh ! My facebook turned to timeline. I hate it ! I told him that I'm missing him. He replied that he missed me but I can feel that's not sincere. 

What can I say? I miss you. Yes, I really do. :( But I can't be with u. And we can't be together. It's okay, as long u happy. I will be happy (I lied). Everyday I stalker your facebook hoping that u missed me. But that's not gonna happen. Isn't? 

I used to say that u're the first person that I thought every morning I woke up in morning. Yes, it's true. Even I still crying whenever I read our messages. I can see through your messages that u changed. It's okay. I don't want forced you to love me or be with me. But at least appreciate me. :) 

Be happy k? Jaga makan, jaga kesihatan, jaga diri. And please.... be happy. I miss you. I really do. I hope you feel the same. I hope one day you text me that u miss me.