Unpredictable

Hello blogger! it's been huh? well, i'm not too much active with blog 'thing'. when did the last time i posted? what we got here? unpredictable. such an unpredictable. what you know about this word? what i'm trying to say is life is unpredictable and non-stop taking your breath away. my life is easy. i'm going to school, attending classes, passed the exams and tests, doing assignments, etc. sometimes i got hurt by people. people who are surrounding of me. people who are created a color in my life. people who are tested me with bullshits tests. i think that i'm strong enough to through this life. my life. i smiled everyday. everyday time passed. people got no idea what i'm feeling inside. i just want walking at the beach all alone, nobody disturbs me, with yiruma's music in my ear while my feet standing on the comfortable sand. it's my one of my wishlist. i got no idea when i can complete it and through it by myself. when it comes to future, i got my nerve burst out! omg! oh please! don't ask what will happen next to me. someone used to say this to me 'don't worry about future, for now live your life. all be deciding for what you've done for now'. so i got the conclusion, i need to stay hard and working hard for the future. everyone is hoping for the best include me! . sometimes, i'm too worry what will happen to my future. i'm not working hard for my future. that sad. i'm enjoying my life for now. i got a very amazing friends that always be there for me. Alhamdulillah. i found them. i got my family on my back. they always support me. emm boleh la. there's a problem. my dad doesn't like what i'm studying right now. its tourism. so a bit social life there. isn't? i guess so. i just through my life as usual. i do love my course. it's all about excitement and meeting people. what i want to be in future? i want to be a tourist guide. i'm planning taking a tourist guide's license and maybe taking another course of foreign language. either korea or chinese. sorry for my english. my english is not very good like yours. i'm still learning though. but there's a improvement. i can see that. i'm doing my practical now, what i'm hoping here is what i'm doing right i got a experience even though it just a bit of experience but i'm still grateful. I'm hoping that in future i will able make a lot of money for my family and myself of course. Insyaallah.  

Happy reading everyone. sorry for the background. i don't too much 'decoration'. :)