I Miss You

It's been past 2 days i didn't talk to you. Damn ! I miss you ! I want talk you. Laugh with you. Make jokes with you. But I guess I'm in wrong position to do that with you. I know who am I. I know I'm nothing for you. 

Sometimes, i'm getting jealous when you talked about your girlfriend. How you said that you love her, you adore her, you miss her, you cried for her, you need her. But what can I do? I only could scream inside of me and slowly you killed me. She's so lucky had you, be your girlfriend, laugh with u, fight with u, tease with u, everything. 

I guess even if I waiting for u, you will never come to me. And I will always keep this feelings for my own. This is the best for us. Being your friends much better (I lied). I had no choice. You have her. What should I do? Confess my feelings? No ! It's embarrassing for a girl to do that. Especially you have a girlfriend. And you really love her. Not me :( 

i can't stop thinking of you. I really do. What should I do make these things stop? I really can't stand of it. Every night I keep thinking you. And your existence disturbed my sleep ! :( please go away. I want you disappear form this earth. Could you?